So tell me how you're supposed to get out of this cycle:
I feel like shit because I have no job, no money, no confidence, and no will to go on.
I need confidence to sell myself to an employer, and resilience to keep going through all the rejection.
Rejection makes me feel more like shit. Repeat.
Add to this mix random interjections of the people I care about questioning my choices and my very being a person without actually helping. And I can't get mad at them because they think they're helping and understand just enough to do a lot of damage.
Feh. oh well, 2 applications out today. One more to go. (Shrink recommended I shoot for 3/day, sounds like a good idea... some small goal to hit before I collapse.)
PS: The blogger beta's spellchecker rocks
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